I believe

I believe that you still love me like I do love you

I believe you didn't wanted to abandon me you just got to do what you have to do 

I believe that you were hurt when I couldn't continue floating around your availability 

As I was hurt too

I believe you've made your mind about a lot of things since that day forward 

But also I know you're still reading this like I keep on writing 

I was hugely mistaken whenever I tried to reach out and make us something different than we were 

And even tho I miss talking to you I am still afraid of falling in love again because I know I will want you to be around or me being around you as close as I could 

And I still need you around 
And I still love you as hard as I always did 

And I can't undone what I did as you can't undone what you did

But 

I believe there will be a time were we can really stay together and you know what I mean about together 

Like doing things 
Getting along 
Traveling 
Or just resting by the porch 

Maybe I am just infantile and naive because maybe you don't want that anymore 

But 

I still believe you want 

And as long I believe 

I will be here 

Until you drive around to start living together or until I am not around anymore 

I just wanted to tell you 

I just believe 

Oh

And I love you mylove 

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