día 12 parte 2

You're my... Everything and always be. Love you my love. My monkiki my mosho Mike I can't help it. I will love you always and forever. Near or appart. 
I don't make excuses.
I can't bear being so far.
But I prefer this to this coming and going that we had.
I'm breaking into pieces. But is ok. Now you don't have to worry about me. Or me being angry or sad. 

I get it. You've telling yourself you didn't wanted to hurt me and I believe it. But you were not decided to be with me. Not even for a week. 

I do wish you all the peace you need and all the happiness you disserve, moreover I Hope you solve everything that's s problem or something that stops you for having whatever you tell yourself you would want to do, for you.

God bless you My love 
I am sending you today a big hug.


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